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i don't know what i'm doing

by GHOSTS

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* * * Lyrics: I wish I had a way to keep myself inspired No drugs or surgery required I know I'm preaching to the choir We're all so sick of being tired But I can feel my soul start leaking deep in to this couch i sink in and I don't know what I've been thinking Must be all the shit I'm drinking oooo ooo ooo oooo ooo ooo I know I've made mistakes but that I'm used to It's owning up to them that's not so fun and everyone will say "it's all okay, dude" but they don't know exactly what I've done And then, I swear, I'll try to say I'm sorry But we know that's just for shit Cuz I have got a million pieces to a puzzle None of them quite fit ooooo ooo ooo ooooo ooo ooo * * *
2.
* * * Lyrics: People move so fast when they change their lives for the better and i guess it makes sense, but it's not okay dude i keep getting worried about all my friends and when the final plan falls through we'll abandon all the things we used to love together it will cut us deep, but not so bad we can't continue to breathe in i'll break all boundaries, push all limits to the side fuck the universes plans cuz on my own I will survive it's not okay dude it's not okay dude 3x * * *
3.
hero 03:28
* * * Lyrics: So, where is super- man, when you need him? Cuz i am drowning with no one to call No, I don't feel right My head kinda feels like mixing milk with liquor Nothing makes me sicker Chorus When superman is dead I'll be your hero So don't make plans Instead, just let me near you I hear your voice in my head saying I'm gonna lose I hear your voice in my head Saying you love me too I have no reason to lie Down on the floor and cry Cuz I have big fish to fry while you're with another guy But hey, I'm not here to judge i haven't called in months Cuz I didn't think you'd care I'm not going anywhere * * *
4.
sky polar 03:14
* * * Lyrics: Can u throw in the towel? Just call it quits I hope I'm right at the top of your shit list when it ends cuz i don't wanna be so depressed anymore I know it sucks when it's said and done but nobody said it was gonna be fun i got 100 bucks that says i end up alone Pre-chorus i need time to figure out my life before you do I need time to figure out what's right before you to Chorus Well my sky's blue But I'm tripping over you thinking about what you do when no one is around It's always grey when you decide you need a break and have to run away but i think you are just afraid ~~ It feels like earth ain't where I'm from so when are the aliens gonna come to abduct me from this dump and take me away Pre-chorus I just need to run so fast i break my legs and crash When you catch me, I'll be waiting Lying in the grass Chorus * * *
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* * * Lyrics: People will talk their shit I don't give a fuck Just like a punching bag I don't get enough I am a laughing stock but i laugh it off I need a better place to burn all the trash I talk Chorus: We live in a ridiculous world where you're only crazy when your head's on straight but my straight jacket is my own brain and I'm wrapped so tight I might go insane We live in a ridiculous world where you're only crazy when you're too brave and it's so sad we have to watch it crumble while all our friends will just get blamed ~~~~~ Life's full of mystery I mean misery People are hard to please Scared my heart will freeze and just when it's figured out we still have our doubts earth is too small for crowds and the sun is burning out Chorus Solo Chorus * * *
6.
do u luv me? 03:42
* * * Lyrics: well i would never get to t-t-talk about you that way so you don't get to t-t-talk shit about me i have every reason in the book to be angry luckily I have jesus christ and liquor to sustain me Well i would s-s-sacrifice my left brain baby maybe if you weren't so mother f-f-fucking crazy sometimes i think you're the only one that's gonna save me but put holes through my heart like stealing candy from a baby Chorus: Do you love me? Yes or no? You've lead me on so long and if you do, I need to know I can't keep holding on I'll wait for you til my skin turns blue but one day I'll be gone I know we're so close but I wish we were closer I want you l-laying in my bed come over I wish that you could s-s-say you love me when your sober Guess I'll just be sitting on the sidelines til it's over WIsh I could say i love you but i'm not prepared to i'm so s-s-sorry if my antics scare you I'm hope when you look at me you see your best friend i'll be screaming out your fuckin name until the world ends chorus * * *
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lulu 05:26
* * * Lyrics: N/A * * *
8.
let me down 03:30
* * * Lyrics: Chorus: Drink and whine, growing up Talking shit, throwing up Hanging out, being loud Fucking up, let me down Drinking wine, growing up Talking shit, throwing up Making out, being loud Fucking up, let me down ~~ you used to talk to me about how you knew I would never ever let you down but you would treat me like a clown put me on a leash then i’d follow you around i used to treat you like a queen with just a look i know exactly what you mean you probably think that i’m obscene cuz i look like a man but love like a machine Chorus I used to think that you were cool it’s such a shame you tried to play me for a fool i shoulda known you’d let me down you saw the water creeping up but let me drown you used to tell me everyday that when your with me all your troubles melt away your gonna dig my early grave its getting deeper with every word that you say Chorus * * *
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nervous 03:06
* * * Lyrics: My hands feel so funny whenever they're holding yours And my side up's not sunny it's just dripping on the floor You think I am cunning baby but really I'm just bored My thoughts keeps on running lately I hope their feet get sore Chorus: I never met someone who made me so nervous but also so happy and also so sad I never held someone that held me back tightly and squeezed me so slightly who never let go ~~ My mind gets so fuzzy whenever I get too high My mind gets so fuzzy that I feel like I might die You think someone's judging you from way up in the sky But really there is no one there and that though makes you cry Chorus * * *
10.
idk 02:42
* * * Lyrics: You wake up early to run errands around town I'll have a beer for breakfast just to calm back down It's crazy getting older watching how we change It feels like everyone got old but i'm the same Chorus: Getting old should be a crime I'm sure that I'll just drink until i lose my mind get bored and have to settle down like everybody else i'll be another weekend warrior on the shelf You go on walks to keep yourself in better shape I binge on take out food and stay up way too late It seems like all my friends have dreams they are pursuing I'm getting anxious cuz I don't know what I'm doing Chorus Outro: I don't know, I don't know I don't know what i'm doing 6x or something * * *

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"i don't know what i'm doing" is the fourth full-length release from lofi poprock band GHOSTS (Richmond, VA). ghostsofficial.bandcamp.com

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released November 4, 2016

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All songs written, performed, recorded, and produced by Caleb Hoehner (GHOSTS) in Richmond, Virginia.

Originally released on October 1, 2016
Released by Deckhead Records on November 4, 2016

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